friends forever!!!

hehehe...
cute sangat pic nie...
pic nie menggambarkan...
(ejoi,zach n amal)...
we will friends forever...
ape2 yg akan dilakukan akn sentiasa bertiga...
nie azam tahun baru ak...
hahaha...
i love both of u...

Pegi Mampos!!!!

Ape benda tah!!!!
da besar2 pemikiran mcm bdk kecik....
sedar la diri 2 sikit...
ak da ta na amik kesah apa kau na ckap...
yg penting ak bahagia...
cuba la fikir matang sikit...
cinta kau 2 takkan kemana...
hahahaha...
dr hari 2 tak habeh2 na merepek...
kalu kau btol tak puas hati meyh sini dtg dpn2...
kalu kau rase da habis kuat la...
jangan ingat ak ta bleh buat ape2...
jaga sikit mulut kau 2...
mulut tempayan boleh ak tutopkan...
jangan sampai mulut kau ak tutup nanti da tah boleh bukak tros...

Kejadian yg agak memalukan!!!!

Hahaha....lawak dowh...mlm kelmarin...ak,danial,farid n rashid...we hang out together around 11.30p.m...mana lg kalu x kat oldtown...ngeee...ak mcm biasa online...hehehe...dlm kreta da nak trputus tali perut ak...laju tahap gabannye si rashid ni bwk kreta...jangan m.benz yg ak nak ni senasib ngan bmw yg ak naik ri22 suda...

me:weyh rashid slow down la ckit...
rashid:chill la syg!!!don't worry...
me:otak kau syg!!!
rashid:duk diam2 sude...
me:kau jangan dowh...nanti jd mcm hari 2...nak mampus
rashid:lepak la bro.
me:whatever la loser...

(gilo....ak nasihat tanak dengar nantak...)pas 2 kita org pon mengedix la kat oldtown sampai kol 2...mase nak balik 2 tah mcm mana ada kereta yg sejibik ngan benz yg kita org naik...hahaha...tampa melihat no.plat kereta...we all terus g kat kereta 2...mase na bukak pintu sekali salah kereta...malu sial...bodoh betol..semua org tengok...hahaha...nasib baik kereta kat sebelah kereta 2 je...dengan muka yg sangat memalukan kita org terus masuk kereta sambil gelak kuat2!!!!hahaha...
(pengajarannya sebelom masuk kereta tengok plat no.....baru ak sedar itulah kegunaannya....hahaha)

I always think about you until now!!!OMG...

I love you syg...

I still miss you…
But not like I did before.
The intense aching I felt,
Isn’t there anymore.

I still whisper your name…
Not as often as I used to.
Now it may be once,
Before the day is through.

I still hear your voice…
Replaying in my mind.
But it’s fading now,
Soon silence I will find.

I still long for you…
To feel your touch.
But it’s not like before,
I don’t dream it as much.

I still think about you…
And wonder how you are.
But my feelings have changed,
And they don’t go as far.

I still feel you sometimes…
Maybe you’re thinking of me?
Or maybe it’s just a little memory,
Of how it used to be.

I still love you…
But it’s just not as strong.
Because I’m letting you go now,
So we can both move on.

I still hear you say…
No one will love me like you do.
That’s so hard to believe now,
After the hurt you put me through.

You still have a piece of my heart..
Because I always felt you here.
Now, I’m hoping and praying,
That, that too, will quickly disappear.

This will be my last goodbye..
I’ve nothing else to say.
Everything I felt for you,
Can now just fade away.

Huh...akhirnya ak balik ke Malaysia semula...sengal ja...hehehe...4 hari ak berada d jakarta dan bandung...sakit buntot weyh....(ddk dlm bas lama2)...sakit2 pown memang best gila...sbb buat kerja yg paling ak suke sangat2....iaitu....SHOPPING!!!!!!...mcm2 ak beli...hahaha...kpd kwn yg ada kirim barang...jangan risau ak akn anta kerumah anda++duit minyak...hahahaha....da la x tau na tulis ape...snap2 gambar sikit..hahaha...

bertaut cinta...membunuh diri...

Kini ak rasa seperti hilang arah...ak amat merindui mu...mungkin keputusan yg ak perolehi smlm mungkin berkaitan dengan dirimu...2 minggu seblm final exam...semakin hari rasa syg ku kpdmu bertambah...mungkin disebbkan ak cemburu dengan seseorg yg semakin rapat dengan dirimu...mulanya di situ...dirimu mula menjauhkan diri drpd ku...segala kekuatan yg ku kumpul seolah-olah padam...semangat ku untuk belajar hilang disebbkan rindu dan sering memikirkan dirimu...ak rebah ketika berlawan dengan perasaan ku...bila ku teringatkan dirimu...hati ku terasa hiba...air mata ku mengalir mencurah-curah...tambahan pula mengimbau saat manis dirimu dan diriku...ak tau pada mulanya ak kuranng memberi perhatian kpd dirimu...sehingga ak sering meninggalkan dirimu dsebbkan mula ada perasaan syg trhdp org lain yg rapat juga dengan ku...sehingga ak berasa sungguh sedih yg sudah tidak dapat dibendung dengan kata2 yg pernah kau tujukan kpd ku...ak terima dengan redha...segalanya telah ditentukan...ak hanya seorg insan yg lemah yg susah untuk menerima sesuatu yg berlaku terhadap diriku...ak doakan semoga dirimu berjaya....this is 4 u my love!!!

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for the times you cried,
and the loneliness you felt inside.
I'm sorry for the way things were,
and the selfishness that you endured.
I'm sorry for the nights we lost,
and the deep pain it must have cost.
I'm sorry for the love you missed,
losing you helped me realize this.
I'm sorry I wasn't the man you deserved,
this has been the hardest lesson learned.
I'm sorry I wasn't there to show,
the deepest love you'll ever know.
I'm sorry for the empty days,
and the stresses that you still yet pay.
I'm sorry for the way I left,
I've never felt so much regret.
I'm sorry for the heart I broke,
that shattered with the words I spoke.
I'm sorry for the empty space,
that laid beside you in my place.
I'm sorry for the empty arms,
you fell into when times were hard.
I'm sorry for the days that passed,
Our love now will surely last.
I'm sorry it took so long to vow,
to love you forever here and now.
For my love

Alhamdulillah...aunty ak sibuk suruh ak tulis jgk sbb
ak selamat drpd ecxident kul 2 ptg smlm...
walaupun ak x berapa nak larat....
ak kena tulis jgk kat dlm blog ni....
sbb nanti kwn2 ak risau pasal ak...
aunty Anni...
suruh jgk ak bg tau korang kat dlm blog....
time kasih sbb doakan ak cpat sedar....
Thx sangat2 kat Amal,Ucop & Apiz coz masih ambil berat pasal ak...
nanti kalu dah ok sikit ak call korang...
k la...ak kena berehat banyak...
salam....(ni ak letak pic kereta yg ak naik ngan kwn ak hari 2...)
kwn ak ok je...ngeee...

Ape yg harus aku lakukan???

Dua tiga hari lepas...ak seorg yg kuat untuk mengharungi ape yg berlaku terhadap diriku...sejak semalam ak down blik!!!(I know you with him)so x pyh la nak kaitkan dengan ak lg....(die kwn baik ak....x lbih dari 2...)I know you angry,hurt and jelous...but he only my bestfren???ak tau ak rapat ngan die(dulu)but now IDK!!!korang buat la ape korang suka....skrg ak akan ddk sorang2..tapi walau ape pon terjadi you always my fwen sampai ak mati....(ak dah buat keputusan ak tetap akan jd mcm ak yg selalu....)

To Amal,
Iloveyou..
You are the best partner when im sad..when im happy..
n when i got many problems that i've to face it..
You are my shoulder..you always be here with me even you are too far from me..
I hope we will still together until the last second of our breath..
And our hope is the same..Our memories,our promises,i will not forget it..And im always remember that..
Friends Forever~amal....

Hoi!!!!you!!!! FUCKING BITCH!!!!!(please stop doing that!!!)

Hoi Bodoh!!!!ak akn ingat kau sampai mati!!!!(kalu kau rase kau bgs sangat!!!)kalu kau boleh malukan ak....jangan ingat ak x boleh malukan kau!!!kau kena tau kwn ak lg ramai drpd kau!!!I don't care anymore about you....(do you think...I'm LOSER man???)you exactly wrong!!!if I can think positive about you....why not you do that???ak da lama sangat bengang ngan kau!!!kalu kau buat lebih lg drpd apa yg kau buat sekarang!!!ak xkan lepaskn kau mcm 2...(sblm keadaan menjadi lebih teruk baik kau ddk diam2!!!)ak akn x teragak2 akan saman kau!!!ak da bincang dengan peguam family ak pasal hal ni....(ak harap kau faham)tq 2 Farzana Nadia Bt. Momtaz Ahmad!!!(coz you always support me!!!)if you talk about me and my family anymore...(i will hit you back)please don't make me angry with you anymore!!!

i'm crying!!!

And maybe someday we well face
and maybe talk but not just speak
dont buy the promises cause
there are no promises i keep
and my reflection troubles me
so here i go

im not calling for a second chance,
im screaming at the top of my voice
give me reason, but dont give me a choice
cause ill just make the same mistake again.......





Sorry ok???

Minta ampon dan maaf!!!

to all my fwen...so sorry ya kalu i ada buat silap kat u all...(i know who am I)dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki...I akan cuba untuk jd lebih dewasa!!!(i know I'm so annoying)now I will change myself.Iknow x semestinye kalu kita baik ngan org...org akn baik ngan kita...(maybe boleh buat org...marah/jelous/benci/& etc)I SHOULD STOP!!!!i'm start crying right now....2 AMAL i'm so sorry....

Ngeee...I'm sleeping at 3.30am....then wake up at 7am(my gosh!!!sakit kepala la!!!)hah!!!(so exited)watch new movie!!!((NEW MOON))...ngee i need to fetch Mirul & Pchort 2...our movie start at 10.45am!!!i'm so late now...(coz bring my grandfather to clinic in the morning)...hahaha....the story???(not bad!!!)so hot...hehehe....(kalu pompuan just won to watch Tuk menggatal???LUPEKAN JE LA!!!)saje je habih mcm gitu!!!(nak tau g la tengok sendiwi....hehehe)nak swoh tengok the next movie!!!herm...After that my fwen went to McD to buy food to there family...I'm just follow...hahaha...after that we seat at the chair(behind the WATSON!!!(memulakan kerja kejahatan mengutok org!!!)ops....(sape terasa td!!!I'm so sorry...)after 1 and 1/2 hours...we going back home!!!(kan rumah ku syuga ku)so bord...hahaha...

PELUPA yg XDE KESUDAHAN!!!

Bodoh btul la(kat diri sendiwi ke???)i'm forgot my blog password coz...((da lame x bukak))hahahaha...kpd kwn2 ku plz ya don't angry with me!!!(manusiakan selalu melakukan kesalahan)right dear!!!...sejak 2 menjak nie ak x tau la ape yg terjadi keatas diriku...(kejadian yg memalukan,fighting with my fwen,yeah baby!!!)selalu memikirkan org lain...tp diri sendiri d pedulikan...(it's ok..care 4 my fwen also important right???)kpd ZACH thx ya coz remind me!!!